freakly jealous - can't mention. it just "she"

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arrgh. it is so g r r r for me to havva this feeling
it just come out from my deepest soul. last seconds . when i read her blog. argh.
owh please.
shuuuu~
go away~
i dont need u mr. jealousy.....
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she got the chance
oh please
she always do.
often? no.
so so often.
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a chance that i can't.
even for a once.
arghh.
why? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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she meet him
my adorable him
she even have the gossip
with him.
arrghhhhh.
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BAIK....
Pengalaman hari ini.
Lesson for today
In a nut shell
JANGAN BERSIFAT IRI HATI
DENGKI
ITU TAK ADA MANFAAT
SABAR.
SEBAB MEMANG ALLAH YANG ATUR PERJALANAN HIDUP KITA
ALLAH ATUR UNTUK DIA JUMPA DIA
ALLAH ATUR UNTUK KAU BELUM BERJUMPA DIA
ATAU TAK KAN JUMPA
MUNGKIN ADA BAIKNYA.
WALAUPUN KAU TAK GEMBIRA SITI NURBAYAH.
STOP!
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ADA HIKMAH