Interview degree Masscom Uitm

Assalamualaikum wbt..

-Treeett-

Bunyi inbox masuk la…msg korang tak bunyi cenggitu eh? Hoho

Semakan keputusan panggilan temuduga uitm boleh dibuka mulai ____ pada pukul ____

Ok..adrenalin aku dh merembes rembes di dahi licinku..

Ehhhh…hehe..org kata dahi licin cantik..

Aku tak la cantik sgt..ada la mcm liyana jasmay sikit.. aww

Aku pun check la setelah menambah nilai broadband aku..

Alhamdulillah dapat..

So dgn beria dan bahagia, aku cuba cari maklumat sebanyak mungkin mengenai masscomm.

Then I found some blog which is interesting, si bulat dan si sepet blogspot (very helpful).

Dan soalan yg blogger comel tu tulis telah keluar di hari interview masscomm aku..

Ok let me make it tidier.

Ok masscom ada 2 bahagian. Writing and speaking.

Pagi tu kitorang semua kena perah otak writing dulu..

Soalan cuma 1: what is your opinion on massmedia in Malaysia? Elaborate with 200 words in half an hour.

Soalan interview tak sama buat semua candidate.

Candidate pertama tu dpt soalan pasal current issue mcm GST. Then the next candidate dia borak biasa pasal hobi, ada yg dia bg situasi then mcm mana korang nk handle situasi tu. Contoh eh, ada bdk tu nk ambil major in PR, so dia bg condition on how to handle the next kin of passengers and crew of MH370 OR MH17. Isk isk isk kesian budaknya. So korang kena tahu 8 major course of masscomm especially kt uitm. Hafal je weyh.  Hafal la jugak menteri cabinet atau mb kt negeri korang or negeri yg dekat dgn korang. Setengah interviewer dia tnya. Tp kt tempat aku interview tu tak tanya pun.

Yg paling penting korang betul betul kena tawu pasal current issue. 2 3 days before hari interview tu beli jer surat kabo omputih tu. Masa kitorang tu tengah kecoh pasal bnjir n mata wang jatuh padahal aku pun tk tawu bila dia jatuh.

As for me. I am so lucky sbb diorg tk tnya benda susah pun. Mungkin sebab diorang lg eager nk tahu pasal sejarah aku. Kenapa dr science nk ambik masscomm. Haa tu soalan peymes gak. Kenapa korang nk masscom ni..apa yg korang boleh contribute untuk masscom for the future. Apa yg korang tawu pasal masscom.

So aku pun explain la from alif to ya. Tak tawu la dpt ke tidak. Ada sedikit unsur provokasi. Tp korang doakan la biar aku dpt eh?

Jgn risau. Yg penting speak in English, x pe…tk tawu try je..yg penting korang usaha.

Tu je la pengalaman aku. Nk extra note, korang follow la blog si bulat dan si sepet.

Terima kasih.

TUHAN SUDAH CUKUP

Assalamualaikum wbt..

-Wahai Tuhan yang membolak-balik hati, tetapkanlah hatiku untuk agamamu-

Amin..

Lately aku mcm tak ada arah, aku rasa mcm aku lalui benda yg sama hari-hari

Tak ada perubahan..

Aku pun tak tawu apa yg tak kena dengan diri aku..

Cemburu dengan kesenangan dan kelebihan org lain,

Aku pertikaikan kehidupan aku sendiri sedangkan aku tawu ini jalan yg aku pilih

Shuuhh. Jgn ckp. Aku tahu aku tak patut.

Aku dah jadi terlalu pesimis, minda aku mula nak membina sebuah legasi fikiran yg negatif

Aku jadi paranoid. Takut apa yg aku rancang tak jadi like it supposed to.

Aku risau tak pasal. Gelabah tak tentu.

Aku cemburu dengan kwn aku yg dh further degree padahal aku yg tolak offering letter tu semata-mata sebab aku nk further dlm masscom.

Aku tawu aku sebenarnya bkn takut x dpt sambung belajar, tp aku takut aku ketinggalan.

Jaaaaaaauhh..

Hmmm..

Seriously, sincerely, mmg aku tak menyesal tolak offering letter tu sbb aku dh buat istikharah dn aku yakin dengan keputusan aku..

Buat apa aku further kalau pointer aku cukup cukup je..diploma pun aku tk boleh dekan, dengan nk bayar ptptn lg..mcm mana nanti bila aku grad tp aku x dpt kerja sbb pointer degree hampeh sehampeh hampehnya?

Setuju, memang aku bg email rayuan, tp aku tnya pegawai mlt tu boleh tak kalau aku ambil degree dietetic but then aku tetap dpt degree mlt..

Bukan.

Bukan aku tak suka mlt, bkn aku takut darah, mlt is a very challenging and good course. Tp memang jiwa aku pada sastera walaupun aku aliran sains.

Aku suka Bahasa, aku suka berpuisi, aku suka berinteraksi bukan hamba dan abdikan diri dalam makmal berteman mesin yg tak boleh berkata-kata. Dan aku nampak potensi untuk aku jadi gila. Well, kalau aku still further in mlt.. hope not. Tp aku tahu Allah bg aku merasa diploma sains untuk aku tahu buat keputusan aku sendiri. Terima Kasih Allah.

Aku kira beruntung sebab ada kwn yg selalu bg aku nasihat. Ekin n Am. Thank you weyh.

Both of them try to listen to me well, trying to understand me more when others are not able to do so.

Istikharah is the best answer that both give me to.

Well I end up here. Thanks sahabat.

Aku cuak kalau mak ayah sedih dengan keputusan aku.

Masa tu aku langsung tak ada back up money.

So how im gonna pay for the fees?

Aku tak nak susahkan ayah sedangkan aku tahu ayah dah cukup susah.

Aku tahu ayah tak cukup duit nanti,

Masa tu pun ayah tengah sakit.

Tak kan aku nk tinggalkan semua dan guna duit ayah masa ayah tengah susah.

DMFK ckp, anak-anak kalau tak boleh senangkan mak ayah, jgn susahkan mak ayah.

Aku pegang tu. In shaa Allah, Tuhan faham aku. Cukuplah Tuhan yg faham aku.

Itu dah lebih dari cukup.

Beban bagai busung

Beban bagai busung

Pernah tidak engkau rasa

Beban datang belum masa

Persetankan perit mu, lelah penat mu

Biar mati kau tempuh

Beban jadi panah

Bawa kudis dan nanah hati

Kau fikir mahu pergi, mahu lari

Tapi kau sedar masalah itu bayangmu

Mengekori langkahmu, membuntuti belakangmu

Kau fikir kau mampu

Berkorban semua bahkan nyawa

Demi kelangsungannya

Untuk kebahagiaannya

Tapi kau lupa

Bukan kau atur dunia

Kau jadi keji

Kau fikir Tuhan mu benci

Kau cuba berdiri sendiri

Tanpa kau mahu solat doa lagi

Sejadah itu bertudung habuk

Telekung itu bertukar buruk

Kau biar Kitab itu diteman sawang

Kerana kau dendam

Semakin jauh kau kini

Tetap juga tiada tenangmu

Tak girang hatimu

Kosong jiwamu

Ahh, kau biar setan jadi teman

Kau rasa nyaman

Tua mu makin hampir

Umur mu makin di kikir

Kau tahu. Kau sedar

Bukan itu jalan benar

Lalu untuk apa kau terus leka?

Pulanglah sebelum ajal mu tiba

Kau cuci apa yang kau tinggal dulu dengan air matamu sendiri

Telekung itu tak usang lagi

Sejadah itu baru kembali

Kitab itu sudah didengar riuh talaqqi

Kau tahu Tuhanmu tak pergi saat kau lari tinggal agama

Kau tahu Tuhanmu memaafi selagi kau mahu kenal diri

Kau belajar beban bukan lagi busung

Beban jadi magnet antara kau dan Tuhan.

MEMOIR OF WEDNESDAY 2

Supposed to be petang tu jugak kami satu keluarga pergi rumah Mak Long aku

But then, when I figured out that my little brother were on a symptom of bacterial infection in lungs,

I made up a decision to cancel the plan and ask kak Wa to took him up to the hospital at instant without delay. Mak ,Kak Wa, the innocent Zahir and I.

Tapi aku tawu sesungguhnya mustahil untuk aku suruh adik aku dilayan dan diperiksa secepat mungkin memandangkan aku pergi hospital kerajaan yang aku tawu ramai org BERSABAR menunggu turn.

So, how im gonna do?

I really have to plan wisely. WISELY NURBAYAH…

I stick on my witch mind to just entering the emergency cases area and and told the medical staff everything.

 My brother is an OKU, he can’t wait for any longer as he is not comfortable to sit on his wheelchair anymore. I really need to see the doctor at instant. I made up a nervous and ‘seposen’ face but yes, I do nervous.

The medical staffs ask some this n that, I just told them everything. My brother had some long febrile illness, he cough and muntah with few bloods.  His body temperature keeps rising at night.

So at instant, they check his blood and oxygen level. Few minutes later, the Indian doctor came up and took him to the emergency bed. The Malay doctor came up and asks like the one before, and surprisingly he just hears and sat on his chair back. Phuiii. Tanya dan pergi, do I look like a counter?

I just don’t understand his agenda, but later he came back and told me to leave as only 1 kin are able to accompany my brother as we are on the emergency room. Then I just told my Mak to wait for my adik. I take a leave.

It takes a long time my brother in there. Kak Wa and I kept worrying the same things as my sister knew about my friend sister that passed away due to the lungs infection. We just pray for nothing bad gonna happen. We just hope for the best.

But then, Mak told us that doctor figured up that Zahir having some bacterial infection in lungs. I knew that for the people that suffering for Cerebral Palsy, any disease that occurred to them will threaten their life. Their immune system was not efficient enough to encounter the disease like the normal person does. The most threaten disease that I knew is Bacterial Infection in Lungs. I don’t want my brother to face the same things like adik Alin does. I am not ready to lose my own and only little brother. I really need to ensure that he is safe and he will be safe because he must to.

30 minutes in the emergency room, mak said the doctor give him a pine of nacl (sodium chloride) or we called it ‘masuk air’ and a pine of blood if im not mistaken. He was admitted to the ward as the doctor needs to give antibiotic to him by IV (intravenous). More efficient and fastest recovered medicine. Mak and kak Wa went home as they need to take my brother stuff, pampers, milk nestum and etc while I accompany him in the ward. He looks uncomfortable as it is not his usual place to stay. He is never been in the ward for a long time. I start to feel bad.

Kak wa came with mak and ayah, mak spend the night in the ward with me. The rest went home. Luckily the nurse is so linient to let both of us to stay because usually only 1 kin are able to spend the night there. Due to my brother disabilities, they compromise. Zahir admit in ward for a week as they need to finish up the antibiotic. He takes some gases inhaler to releasing his thicken mucus. The doctor said that there is a change in his lungs. But soon, he seems better. We went home on Tuesday. So hey nurse, if u read through this blog, we are so thankful for all your deeds.

I knew there is a hikmah for all that happens. Mak make some friends. I meet a Malay doctor that looks like P. Ramlee. Ahaaah. I meet the nicest Indian doctor ever. They were both good in attitude with some humours inside. Thanks for all the good deeds. I will always remember the memoir of Wednesday.

MEMOIR OF WEDNESDAY 1

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Lama rasanya patik x update blog patik.

Heleh…

Macam la ada orang nak baca blog hang Bayya woiii

Pertama-tama

Huh, tak payah nak puitis mcm Ussain Bolt sangat ar,

Pernah tak satu ketika tu hampa (korang) rasa macam hati hampa kosong?

Hampa pun tak tau apa yg hampa nak, apa yang hampa rasa tak kena.

Hampa baring rasa salah, hampa beralih rasa salah,  salah kali ni boleh kata lagi dasyat dari hampa jawab salah soalan Add Math masa SPM dulu..

Semuanya serba salah.

Kadang-kadang rasa sampai nak give up..

Aku pernah weyh,

Ni bukan soal aku tak dapat sambung degree ka dak,

Bkn jugak sebab aku takut nak interview masscom,

Ni soal bila adik aku sakit kena jangkitan kuman kat paru-paru dulu..

Hidup aku jadi mcm semua tak kena selagi aku tak bawak dia pi hospital dan selagi dia tak sembuh.

Hari pertama dia demam, kami semua ingat dia demam biasa.

2 3 hari lepas tu mesti ok punya.

Hari ketiga, demam dia tak kebah jugak.

Dia nampak tak larat, lesu.

Mak aku bawak dia pi klinik kesihatan kt depan rumah abang aku ni.

Pegawai kesihatan tu macam biasa la bagi ubat syrup (adik aku mmg x boleh telan ubat biji/pil)

Ok, kami ingat lepas dia mkn ubat, demam dia kebah sikit la..kot..

Tapi, tetap jugak teruk, makin berkahak, malam ja bdn dia panas,

Nak mkn ja dia mcm sakit. Aku tak taw la sakit untuk telan atau sakit tekak.

Aku mula takut +risau = berdebar (formula baru dlm era matematik moden)

Bila mcm makin teruk ja aku tengok keadaan adik aku satu-satunya ni,

Aku start guna deria dan ilmu kesihatan yg aku dapat masa aku diploma med lab dulu.

Aku tengok satu petang tu dada dia mcm berombak, turun naik turun naik,

Aku pun letak telinga aku kt dada konon konon mcm doctor dlm drama Korea ‘Brain’ tu..

Aku dengar bunyi kahak yg tebal dan yg aku tawu dah berkumpul banyak kt Optimus Prime Diseptikon (paru-paru) adik aku..

Sampaikan aku susah nk dengar bunyi jantung dia berdegup.

*Optimus prime diseptikon tu bkn nama scientific untuk paru-paru taw. Aku saja ambik punchline Soeb.

Aku takut.

Aku rasa mcm adik aku dah ada symptom jangkitan kuman dalam paru-paru.

Sebab adik kawan aku yg berkeadaan sama dengan adik aku meninggal sebab kena jangkitan kuman kat paru-paru la.

TO BE CONTINUED.

thanks jejaritangkas blogspot

assalamualaikum wbt...Dear Allah..it is only You who knew how nervous I am...if this is a right choice that will lead me to the right path, do support and help me. Let them understand me well. Give me the strength and brave to speak confident and generously. If this is not the right path, then I hope that you will save me from anything harm and shameful moment. Do protect me dear Allah. I put my trust on you. I do admit that You knew what i knew not..but please.. Bless me.

a lot of thanks to si bulat and si sepet blog that help me a lot. thank you unnie. hope we will always keep in touch. warm hug for you..hehe...

do pray for  me..

hope to see you as my senior..

but if i failed, hope to meet you as my dearest blogger friend ever.

aawww..